It's cold and dark outside, I am completely alone in my apartment. A cup of tea keeps me warm and I'm listening to a playlist I named wild, at the moment it's Postiljonen. It's during evening time that I allow myself to think and reflect more about everything. I wonder if life will change to the better or the worse and when it will. I feel like I am waiting for something but I don't know what. We all want to find love but I wonder if that is the answer to my restlessness. It seems impossible to find someone that attracts the heart and the mind and at the same time provides me with a secure and safe feeling. The few times I have found myself in love there has always been one of these three things missing. I find comfort in the fact that when you are alone you also have complete freedom. Freedom is very important in finding happiness. I am good at being on my own, I have been it for most of my life. I guess I'm just longing for a change...
